Behind This Screen.

Hi.

Thu, 24 Mar 2011 02:04:33 -0400

Long time, no post. I most likely see her next saturday, and I will tell her that i like her. Then you guys will get a long story from the past month.

Lately when Ive been sitting in class, lunch, or mass at school I image what it would be like if we...

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 19:08:50 -0400

Lately when Ive been sitting in class, lunch, or mass at school I image what it would be like if we went to the same school. I know we aren’t going out, and Im not even sure if you like me, but I cant help but think of how things would be if I got to see you 5 days a week. Even 1 day would be fantastic. We’ve been planning to go to the mall and hang out, but I couldnt go this weekend when you went with your friends because my family had a thing that we werent positive about and it never even happened. I miss you. I want to be with you. I even kind of want to ask you out. Then after a while maybe you could be my first girlfriend, and I can be your first boyfriend. Things would be perfect. ♥

Last Thursday.

Mon, 07 Feb 2011 23:54:17 -0500

So on thursday I got to see the girl Ive been kinda having feelings about. I saw her for a brief moment, for like 5 seconds when she first got to my school but she had to go get ready for a basketball game, and I had to get ready to start swim practice. Then at like 5:30 I got out and I went to the bathroom to go change, go to the bathroom, and fix my hair. When I got out her friends were there going to the bathroom also and told me she was inside. Then I went in and I found her. She was up near the top of the bleachers just sitting there watching the next basketball game because hers was over. I went up to her with my other friend that knows her to and he gave her a handshake… so she gave me a handshake to… Then we just chilled and stuff inside teh gym and met some of her friends. Then we went outside and thought about whether we should buy some food from the vending machines or not, but we didnt. So we walked around the campus and stuff but her other friend tagged along… Next she bought me some skittles because I was really hungry, but I was going home soon so I let her keep them so she could have something to eat. I also gave her a dollar so Im the one who payed for it. hahah. Then my dad came and I had to leave.

It was fun seeing her. After talking to her online almost everyday for the past 3 months, the feeling I got when I actually saw her in person again was just like fnoe;frnweoef, I cant even explain it. :D

She also told me a few days later that I rejected her from a hug, but shes the one that gave me a handshake.. but its alright. I cant wait to see her again.

Sorry if this post was like really wordy and had terrible grammar. I have a fever right now but Ive been sleeping all day so I thought it was about time to stop sleeping.

2nd Time Meeting.

Sat, 05 Feb 2011 23:19:49 -0500

Im kinda to lazy to write about it… but if anyone wants to know about it, just go to my ask box and ask me to write about it then I will.

Shane.

Wed, 02 Feb 2011 22:57:26 -0500

So the girl I like has told me stories about how she had dreams about a boy named Shane. She said he was perfect and is a “dream-boat”, but in her dreams he drowned and died in a flood. I asked her who her real life shane is and she said she doesnt have one. Then later on I told her how your dreams usually relate to whatever is on your mind. And she said that I was her real life Shane and is scared I would drown. fibsnlewfnelfn. :DDDDDDDD

I think she forgot that she told me how he was so perfect and stuff when she said I was Shane from her dreams. hahah. Tomorow I get to see her. This is lovely.:DDDDD

The Way You Talk Is So Fricken Cute.

Tue, 01 Feb 2011 01:03:48 -0500

efojwf;jawefjemmwafoejwaofpweo;faje/ :)

Next Thursday.

Wed, 26 Jan 2011 23:54:01 -0500

Im terribly scared and excited. I’m going to get to see her for probably like 10 minutes, then have to go, come back, and I’ll stay after school til like around 6 so we can chill for like 30 mintutes. She said she was excited for me to meet her dad. Im scared to meet him. He might not like me. :O

2 Days Made A Difference.

Mon, 24 Jan 2011 02:26:00 -0500

Day 1.

Yesterday, which was saturday I webcammed with her, her sister, my friend, and her cousin. They were singing and stuff and it was pretty fun. It was nice to hear her voice and see her. Then some drama happened and she went to sleep early and I talked to her sister on facebook til like 3:45 in the morning helping her out with stuff.

Day 2.

Today they made me a video of her singing and her sister playing piano. I really enjoyed the video. But then she made fun of my height, so i made her a picture on paint mkaing fun of her height and stuff as a joke. Then later on i IMed her and she didnt respond, but she continued to comment on stuff on facebook and in the group chat. Then I IMed her again like 20 minutes later asking how she did on her final, and she said to not talk to her. She claims shes not mad though… So i just told them all I was going to sleep and i went *offline. Now im here. And they think im butthurt or something. Sweeet bro.
*Side note, when they left for mass around 5 I said bye and stuff and used a <3, then her sister was like freaking out and stuff and said shed ask me a question later… but when she finally did it was a stupid question. -_________-

I think today I realized how much Im actually starting to fall for her…

you have really interesting posts.
and for some reason, i really wanna know your life story. or at least, a short bio. LOL.
do tell? :)

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 01:27:09 -0500

Thanks. And well my life story doesnt have that much to talk about, but I’ll say as much as I can without making my identity obvious. I moved states when I was a little kid, have 2 sisters, and live with both my parents. Im a sophomore. Like the color blue. Never had a girlfriend but have kinda had a thing with a girl before. Im kinda of short. Ummm. Thats all i can think of. You can ask specific questions if you want. Sorry if you didnt want it publushed but it was to long to put in your ask box.

Hmmm.

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 01:22:01 -0500

I actually think Im starting to really like you. This seems weird becasue I still dont know if i want to. I talk to you everyday and it seems like we’re growing closer together. You even say a couple of jokes every now and then like your leading me on. We help each other with problems, and make fun of each other every now and then. You even said youll call me sometmes. hahah. Im kind of scared of talking to people on the phone. It just intimidates me for some reason. See you in 2 weeks. I know Ill be taller than you and win the 5 bucks like we bet. :)

Sweeet.

Fri, 14 Jan 2011 02:42:55 -0500

First time legitly texting you last night. It was nice until my mom made me sleep. haha.

Okkk.

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 21:00:47 -0500

I guess I’ll just be writing about this one girl all the time then. hahah. Okkk. So this blog is kind of like a diary book now.

So about a week ago her sister told me on facebook that her sister (the girl i kinda like) wants me to become her best guy friend. Im guessing thats a really good thing. Never thought someone would actually try to make me one of their best friends intentionally. hahah.

Well, she just messaged me on facebook saying she’s got a basketball game against my school soon, but the time I get out of practice her game will probably just finsihed, or finishing up. So ill have to get out the pool, dry off, and run in there all wet just to see her. Seems kind of like a stupid version of high school musical. Hopefully all goes well, and turns out for the best.

Ohmygod.

Sat, 08 Jan 2011 05:52:19 -0500

So it seems to me like Im gonna be talking to you almost everyday now, and Ive still only seen you once. Well finals are this week and youve been telling me you wanted to hang out, so I guess we’ll probably go do that within the next 2-4 weeks?

Not to sound like a creep, but I went on your facebook to listen to a song you sang, and I found one I didnt see before. But in this video I heard you laugh and then you talked real breifly at the end for about 3 seconds. It made me realize how I forgot the sound of your voice, but its nice. I remember the last time I saw you. Our groups split up in front of this restaurant. One half of yours went to eat (including you), I went with the people I showed up with to go in more mazes with shorterr lines, and the other half of your group went to a maze with a long line. I was gonna go with them and possibly meet up with you later again, but I chose to just stay with the people who I orginally planned to hang out with. It was dark, and scary. There were guys in costumes everywhere. I saw the rerstaurant where I knew you were around, but I also knew the way my other friends went and I didnt want to fall to far behind because I already had while waiting in line for a maze with other people. I thought for about 30 seconds debating if I should show up to your table and say goodbye, but i thought it would be awkard because I just met you. Then that was the last time I saw you.

But the last time I heard your voice/talked to you inperson was when we got out of the maze, and you stopped grabbing my back, and you ran directly to your sister. hahah. I remember I felt dissapointed because I didnt even get a goodbye… but maybe there was a reason for that and it was that there was no need for a goodbye because we kept in touch. Even though I only talked to you for about 30 minutes to an hour, we’ve becoming good friends through facebook no matter how weird that sounds. I promise you, one day I’ll come to your school to visit you just like youve been asking.

"You Are, Who You Are, When No One Is Looking."

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 00:56:43 -0500

I See Lots Of Little Kids...

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 23:24:51 -0500

with bad mouths. Theyre like 10 and already know how to cuss people out. It kind of makes me sad and wonder what the worlds gonna be like 60 years from now when Im old and see my grandchildren cursing. It seems like with kids are becoming ruder and ruder with every year.

This Is My Story With A Girl.

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 22:36:16 -0500

I met this girl a few months ago. Ive only seen her once, the time I met her. Although I never see her we keep in touch through facebook and an occasional text. In all honestly, I dont think she’s the most beautiful girl in the world and this isnt one of those Cinderella Story once upon a dreams, but for some reason I still think of her everyday. For the first time Ive met someone whos personality is mainly the reason why Im somewhat atrracted to a girl. Im not saying looks are the only thing that matter, but with this girl, they dont seem to that much. She’s about a year and a half younger to, but its not that big of a gap. And the way Ive been seeing it online through facebook and webchats, shes been getting prettier everyday. I have a feeling I may really like her in the future. She may even like me right now, she’s been constantly telling me that she wants to make plans, but with school and everything thats going on, its kind of hard to set a day to go hang out. Hopefully Ill see her within the next month. Im curious to know whats going to happen between me and her in the next year. I’ll take things slow, and see how they go.

This Is My "Private Blog".

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 22:19:00 -0500

Due to the fact that the number of people that I know in real-life are discovering Tumblr, I havent felt free to write. So I’m making this my new blog. This is where I will write freely, unscensored, unedited, uncut, exactly how I feel. But to help hide my identity I will not be using names of people in stories. I hope I continue to use this blog and that you enjoy it.